Tuesday, June 26, 2012


Change isn't easy.
And I can say that first hand.
I mean a year ago i was waking up on the couch, hung over as heck every morning.
I was hating my life and i had no idea how to get out of it or how to change it.
Furthermore, I had NO IDEA WHERE I WAS HEADED.
and all the while i put-on a happy face (with FLASH ANGER outbursts...)
every single day.
A spur of the moment trip to LA may have just been the WAKE UP CALL i needed.
If you ever get a wake up call LISTEN to them.
This time last year Vanessa & i  road tripped down to LA.
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we stayed at the Mondrian (my new hood now).
that was the BEST 29th birthday present EVER from my sister. SHE IS THE BEST. Wouldn't be here without her & her boyfriend, Dustin.
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we listened to only TWO songs the ENTIRE trip (Andre Legacy Mondrian & Mickey Avalon What do You Say).
We loved it though.
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we partied like Rockstars.
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and we hung out with cassandra & mollie.
you know you want out of a marriage when you choose not to wear your ring on vacation.
during that trip cassandra my old time  high school friend helped me booby-trap my ring by braiding my Hanky Panky panities together in order not to loose it.
Cassandra is now my best friend here in LA.
funny how things happen.  (Even funnier see how WEIRD Cassandra and I on this video... #YouShouldDoACleanse #LemonCayanne)
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most importantly on that trip, I saw my new destiny.
and I followed it.
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And I am proud to say I have arrived
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and look I have to continue to look forward and I have a LOT more changes and goals I need to work on.
it's QUITE the process i must say.
and it won't be easy but I am well aware of that.
It's actually weird to reflect on my life, but i have to reflect in order to keep continuing forward.
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and forward is where I'm ALWAYS headed,
but I can never forget to LOOK BACK.
Here's to changes and challenges.
So what are you going to work on changing?
Big or SMALL.
I for one am going to get back to writing more, I miss that craft of mine.
Crafts too!! I need to get back into those!
Let's Make a Steal anyone?


  1. Wow! Your a fucking bitch!

  2. You are doing a great job friend! I love you and just keep moving in that direction. Put you first and make yourself happy! I've changed a lot in the last 2 years. I'm thankful for the bumpy roads of my past because they made me who I am today. Rock on girlfriend!

    1. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Good for yoU!!!!! xoxoxoxoox

  3. I love this post! You're awesome! Keep moving forward.

    P. S. I hate #cyberbullies!

  4. I love this post! You're awesome! Keep moving forward.

    P. S. I hate #cyberbullies!

  5. you can just see in your eyes how happy you are amber I am so happy for you my dear!!! :) xoxo

  6. I have "known" you since Jessicastyle days. (my name was brittanym62887 if you remember that one) and I have to say you are pretty AWESOME! There are so many people who are unhappy with there lifes and do NOTHING about it. You are such a strong person to not only notice something was not right but to actually change change it!!! xoxo

  7. omg you ladies are AWESOME!!! THANK YOU!!!! xoxxo

  8. Hi Amber!

    I don't know if you remember me but I interviewed you about a year ago for College Lifestyles, and I'm glad to see you're doing so well! Very excited that you are blogging more too =) Keep it up can't wait to see what great opportunities come next for you!

    Jessica Salerno

    1. OMG how could I FORGET?!!! THANK YOU!!! How are you????? email me please!

  9. Hey doll! Glad to see things are working out- everything happens for a reason!! Never forget that. Happy belated bday, cheers to you!

    x Carlina
    Have you entered my giveaway yet?! Twin gold cuffs you won't want to miss out on!

  10. What the heck are you doing with Jeff Goldblum?! I love him!

  11. No one wants to see your underwear you weirdo.